Friday

Today is December 11, 2009. It is the 345th day of the year. 1 more day until Saturday. There a 7 more days until my little sister’s birthday. 7 more days until the end of the 2009 school year. There are 14 days until Christmas. 15 days until Max’s and Christian’s birthday. 17 days until my half birthday. And 21 days until a New year. There are 198 days until my 17th birthday. And 540 days until graduation senior year. Just a perspective.

So on dictionary.com the word of the day is “recalcitrant”.adjective; meaning: stubbornly resistant to and defiant of authority or restraint. And I was just like wow, there must be a picture of me next to this. And normally I wouldn’t think of myself this way, nor, I think, would others because at school all my friends think I am like studious and by the book… at least compared to them. And well my parents are always yelling at me for being “recalcitrant”. So I dunno just a weird blurb.

It rained again today. I got to drive though, and it wasn’t as bad as Monday’s rain. Today was pretty good I liked my English essay. Hoff was really nice today. 3rd period quiz was ehh.. but 3rd period is never bad. ;) 4th was omg. That lady is crazy. Lunch was fun. Hahaha stupid steven noticed the damn cut. :P hahaha and his book was a little weird. Hahaha MOLLY WIGGINS? Lol what a name. hahaha and then 5th period, we took notes and I finished math. Fun fun. Like always. Like 10seconds alone with roger during passing period hahaha . 6th I couldn’t wait to get out! I forgot to ask steven about that justin guy. Afterschool I hung out for a while and then drove back home. Took valley and express way to the 60. Should’ve taken to the 71, but 60 was a lot quicker than I expected. Umm helped with dinner and stuff, tried looking andy up on youtube, finally found him after a while. Max called and was going to walmart. Mom was being bitchy. Max couldn’t come over. Max didn’t go to walmart. Max came to chino. Sorry!!!!!! Max! but really? of all times you come over this is the one day you cant..sux. anyways I think I’m going to stay up and try to watch movies all night under the covers. Sounds good to me :) that’s the ONE thing I love about rain: being away from it. Under the covers in my comfy bed and warm room with a nice warm hotchocolate… or something else that’s warm ;)… and my shutters open so that I can see the silhouette of the falling raindrops against the street light. And I can hear the steady drops against the silence of my room. <3 that. <3333333 with a passion. And then when it rains a lot a small stream forms along my street and so when the cars turn down my street they make these huge waves and splashes and I love the way it sounds and looks too :) rain rain!!!

xoxoxo
steph.

oh btw i keep forgetting to put this... note: shawna, my mom, and mrs. morgan, all think similarly. hahaha. they are not blind. :o