omg the last time i posted was the14th!!!!!!! it feels like the earth completed an entire revolution in space in this time... i've felt so many daymn new feelings and i've been wanting to blog about them for some time now. but the world is a busy place you know, life is so busy. i guess i just haven't come around to . and i cant promise that'll i'll go through it all in one post either. so, main events for now i guess, just to catch you up.
Monday. 15
drove to school. i went to the village after ;) max magically appeared at the village too. we saw a hot ass car. other then me freaking out in the car on the way to and fro, it was a nice ride. im sure i seemed like a crazy driver though.
the rest of the week i drove too. it was so much fun and i have to say its a great freedom. on friday i discovered a speed limit i SHOULD maintain, i think its like 75mph... which is like nothing!!!!! but i should probably strive to make an effort to keep that number on my mind when i am perusing the streets and highways... (i think i'll just keep 74 in my head :) ) so yes. on friday we went to dland. the lights and christmas crap literally coats the entire theme park. i love all the lights. the stockings and stuff, personally, a little tacky but festive? i guess. anyways sometime this week, i cannot recall the exact date i dropped a poor puppy off at a "gas station" the quotation marks are for fears sake only. anyways and i felt soooooo bad when i pulled off, :((((( im so sorry! but that made me realize im still a compassionate person under it all. :) but still i felt so bad :'( daymn kid knows how to play the game. hahaha
friday again, sorry for jumping back and forth, was sophias 4th bday. happy bday !!! she loved her gifts. she got one of those barbie jeeps you can actually ride in, and oh! the memories. that thing was a lot of fun at my old house. i hope i was a better driver than she is... from my memories i am...but who knows?, so yes,i also gave cammi her secret santa gift. i hope she liked it. and i receive mine! so cute! oh and my hair was straight today fyi. so i passed out presents and stalked on the way back home...:( i dont know why. ug... anyways, the following day was sophias party, and being the host, i ordered the games. so we played "pass the gingerbread blowup toy" and "musical chairs" everyone had such a great time and it was a lot of fun. afterwards, andy and i snuck upsatirs to play modern warfare 2. so much fun!!!! i need to play that game more often so i can get better but andy said im really good for a girl. :)
after wards i drove him home, and then i picked ruby up from petco. she was so CUTE!!! i'll have to start uploading photos so that you can see, she had bows and she smelled so good hahahaha i wanted to sleep on that furry pillow-like sweet-scented four-legged puppy i call ruby. lolz and then sunday... oh!!!! oh!!!! oh!!!! sunday i woke up picked up gabe and went to the charity thing!! oh wow. that was a sight. i learned sooooooo much that day. all those people and kids wow, i really tried to connect with them and i really tried to forge some type of bridge between us. usually it was the language, (i spoke spanish almost the entire day.) and that was helpful. but i think its all about expression too. these people had been sitting on some daymn cold curb since like friday night and all they really want is their stuff and some inspiration. and i knew thats all i could give, so i gave it my all. moses was really cool i really liked him and how ordered and funny he was. he really liked me too. gabe was funny and we talked alot. and i learned more about mryina (<-- sp?) and katherine. but they dont matter. omg! the faces on these kids and their smiles at the end of the day. wow. and i smelled like crap at the end of the day, i broke a nail, my feet were so dirty, and i was sooooooooo tired...but i couldnt help and smile :D awwwwwwww.
anyways, i shall continue because i need to catch EVERYTHING UP. so for sake of details.. ive been talking to this guy ;) christmas was so much fun! christmas eve too! for eve we went to lulis house and her roomie came out and chatted with us. we opened presents :D oh and sophia got some glass in her foot :( but yes it was rather joyful, and the food (that i ate) was quite delish. christmas day!!! well lucky for ME. i have a younger brother and sister who................wait for it...................STILL BELIEVE IN SANTA CLAUS!!!! hahahahaha yesh!! so to keep up the whole naughty/nice-santas-so-real-he-gives-you-all-presents-its-not-mom-&-dad-ho-ho-ho schum i still get presents under the tree. :) clothes money jewlery makeup pjs. its all ggood. and we got DJ HERO!!! its so much fun !!! ive been playing medium only but im like getting five stars *****!! 5 baby!!! we already got tons of playlists, ppl, decks, skins, stages, and fun!! hahaha im soooooo addicted to that game. DJ HERO! when i go back to school i'll only be able to remember how to scratch etc. and i will have no recollection of the past 4 months of education in any one of my six courses... maybe TA... lolz. so yea and on christmas i got to see the TWINS!!!!!!!!!!!! TWO adorable brothers that i have never met in my life, my cousins!!!! they are sooooo sweet an so cute! and so omg!! i wish i could've stayed longer. i wish i could've kept one. hahahaha dominic looks just like nino too. awwwww what a great christmas present and then i got home and max called and then my mom was all bietchy so we stayed outside..:( sorry guys. but it was nice to see them jaytrin, darren, max, rebecca, flo, and christie. thanks guys!!!:) then sat... maxs bday and christians bday.happy bday you two
happy BDAY MAXXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 17!!
sunday...what was that---yesterday? yes i guess soo. well nick got his ipodtouch... fuck him. :P hahaha and yup. i got starbucks, watched tons of movies, oh and HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER. (<3 that show ) last night i fell asleep at 230ish. i finnally charged my ipod and as i fell asleep the first song on my ipod was called adventure. and then the following playlist played on until i realized who it represented and that i wanted to cry . and upon that feeling. the stupid apple contraption mocked me and played the most sentimental/ironic/stirring songs on the goddaymn list and i cried. :'( i cried!!! omg. i know you cant see me, but i am sighing and shaking my head in disgust as i write this. not because of CRYING.( i mean i have no problem with that. esp during pms times lol) but wow i couldnt believe it i still cant believe it. its a wonderful and terrible thing the power music can hold over you.
life is wonderful and terrible.
that sounds kinda pessimistic...or is it the fact that i think it sounds pessimistic that it is? ug. see what playlists with unsettling songs and a late bedtime, and i late rising do to you!!! (btw ive been rolling out of my lovely comfy bed late this week i love it. I LOVE MY BED.)
SO YES. maybe i'll post again later tonight to compartir the wonderful events that occured in the span of the next 24 hours. ggood bye, ttyl.
lalala lalala lalala lalala lalala
oh! guess what? christmas music is over!!! :D
lalala lallala lalala lalala lalala
XOXOXO
steph ;)
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