Morals...

OR LACK THEREOF.
so i was talking to andy earlier. (family came over to check on nick) and hes telling me all this crap kyles getting involved in and i feel so bad!!! so i spilled everything to this boy and wowow its so interesting. cuz like hes talking about all the shit kyles getting involved with and im like maybe a couple steps away. shiet. what happened? hahaha its all so much fun though you know????? yet, i do not want to end up like a... particularly wide and promiscuous blonde that we both know. hahaha but oh! so oh! im so close and i keep pursuing similar things. i dont know what i should be placing my faith in... MYSELF. or the reputation i have with others.
((the reputation decision would probably lead me down to making "better" choices))
omg i need to talk so much. i wish i could type faster so i could vent everrrrrrything. guess i'll just talk to the guys tomorrow. hahaha, i'm going to be talking tomorrow like a mile-a minute. :D so yep yep. i dont want to let anyone down... but i want to be a little more... selfish i guess.
:( such a bad feeling.
p.s. thanks for being open and letting me tell you everything andy. (oh! and i am going to take you up on that HOOKUP you promised lol. someone tall handsome and with abs please. ;) thanks...)

XOXOXO
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Goodnight Sleeptight Sweetdreams