Not Myself

NOT MYSELF. I'm not sure if i'm not myself, or more myself than ever right now...its kind of puzzling...i'm not sure who I am. But anyways, This is truthfully a hard choice to make; "Would you want me when i'm not myself?/Wait it out while I am someone else?" i want to say i would, but theres a point in which too long is too long. i'd wait for love if i new that it was truthful and loyal when it was mine. so of course if my love is FINDING HIMSELF i'd wait for him to comprehend what he had etc. or what he wants. but i'm sure it is a double-standard, i would definitely expect someone to wait for me, although i'd be able to understand if they call quits... so yea. just heard the song and it got me thinking, thats all.... 

...Lately.

Or I am.

Not Myself--John Mayer

Suppose I said

I am on my best behavior

There are times

I lose my worried mind 

Would you want me when I'm not myself?

Wait it out while I am someone else? 

Suppose I said

Colors change for no good reason

words will go

From poetry to prose 

Would you want me when I'm not myself?

Wait it out while I am someone else? 

And I, in time, will come around, come around

I always do for you 

Suppose I said

You're my saving grace?

My grace

My self

Not myself, my myself and I...

When I'm someone else

When I'm someone else

When I'm someone else

When I'm not myself

Myself

Myself