Tuesday.

woke up late. undressed. showered. dressed. did bangs&makeup&printed. changed clothes. got in car. drove. got to school. parked. borrowed rebecca's mirror. [THANKS] went to english. discussed, read, answered questions, screwed around with calvin and jaytrin. went to group. talked. put folder away. said hi to Genevieve. went to boys locker room. talked to reuben. laid down. fixed makeup. went to group. talked. talked with victoria. poor baby. he's such a jerkface. UG!!!!!. went to history. partnered with michael. talked to sandavol about addictive exposure. talked to michael. went to group. talked. went with darren to library so he could say SORRY. went and bought lunch. wandered around a while. went and sat with group. fight broke out. between aubrey and some new white trash guy. LOL-ed. ate a banana. talked to michael. went to bio. turned in isopod lab. talked not so much. did another lab with max, eric so, and now that dude sebastian. dont really care for him. school let out and so did the rain from the clouds. it poured as i ran to the car. got in. waited. backed up. drove. darren was next to me ;) . went home. watched tv. serena called. went and picked her up outside her house. went to village. talked. went to TJmaxx. saw awesome key necklace. talked some more on the phone with serena. our parents are fucking crazy. went to Mcdonalds. max called. max went to mcD, but i had already left. i smiled. i went home. i got on computer and reflected a little about today. i want to write something so very inspiring on this blog but i cant seem to find the time to. i thought a little bit more about ***** and my life is crazy right now. there are so many distractions. everything is a blur and i want to be the best i can be but its always in the way of the ephemeral things that i crave. sighed. and then thought more about the good things in my life. thought about the laughs i had today. thought about how grateful i am to have what i have and not have what i dont have. i talked to colette for like a minute but i LMAO with her. i think i need to talk to her, i can always open up with her. im scared. i want a hug.

xoxoxo-steph