IT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD.

I've been hearing this a lot today. This and "Well, thank God you are okay." Yes. Today started off well. I woke up and left my house at 7am today. I was happy I left earlier in the morning, but. ironically I didnt get to school until 9:10. I was on the sixty freeway, right before the Diamond Bar exit, and I accidentally hit a car in front of me. I got into a car accident. My first car accident. Everything happened so fast. The sound my car made right before, a screeching echoing shrill, the force of my car hitting hers, the thousands of thoughts that rushed into my head, the extreme shakes, and chills, and muscle clenches I had right after, the fear, the pain. I am haunted. It was absolutely the most frightening thing I have been through. I was crying the entire time--like balling, sobbing crazy.  God. So I am thankfully not hurt in anyway, neither was she. After dealing with highway patrol I followed my dad home and then went to school. It was so incredibly difficult to not be emotional at school. But a lot of great friends were very nice and comforting; Thanks Roger and Reuben, and Mr. Silva too. Steven was a jerk, but he didn't realize it. So, anyways...um, yes. I'll probably write a lot more later, but for now, this is it.
-IT WAS INCREDIBLY FRIGHTENING.
-EXTREMELY DIFFICULT NOT TO CONTINUE BALLING AT SCHOOL.
-A CRAZY THING TO REFLECT ON.
-AND I'M PROBABLY NOT GOING TO SLEEP IN PEACE TONIGHT.
-oh. AND THE HOOD OF MY CAR IS SHIT NOW.
God. God. God. God.