Thursday

I miss screwing around. I need to find a new guy. I've been thinking of calling the last guy, but, he's really just a last resort. I need a new guy. I think I'll hold auditions soon... 

hahaha

But seriously, the guy I've got my eye on was acting in such a sexual way today...it was such a... TURN-ON.

damn. oh. and I was thinking of "re-connecting" with that other guy, but I need to escalate the level we are on now...and I need to come up with a way to say it without sounding like a total insensitive whore. 

which is really hard to do.

Oh. and I felt like a total bitch today.I didn't give him a hug and I totally should have.

I need to be more "oooh lovey-dovey". Like I guess that BS has a place among people. It feels more shallow sometimes...but I guess you do what you have to do. Right?

So I am going to flip the Bitch Switch off

and I am going to turn the Flirty whore on.

(wow. that sounds...like a double negative. both of those switches should be off huh? hahaha, well you tell me if the Bitch Switch somehow sneakily turns on again, or if the Flirty Whore is too extreme. okay>?)

LOLZ.